L-I-F-E. what can you tell me about life? love, hate, complicated, sucky. there would be many opinions on how to look at life. regardless on how sucky a life could be, just enjoy it with no regrets. why frown while you can be happy for a day in your life? dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today! :)

i wonder why many people complain and whine about their life. 'OH! my future's gone!', 'OH! why does all this happen to me?' think about it. DO THINGS JUST COME TO YOU LIKE THAT? let's just take an example, conflicts which turn into a cat fight. instead of shouting at one another and just apologise to one another, i guess it's better off right? once you start the fight, will the person be so stupid enough to stand back and let you whack the hell out of him? same thing in life, if you didn't want things to happen, think before you do! if you knew the outcome will be nasty, why do it anyway? some say it's just luck, i would say, IT'S YOUR OWN DOINGS. nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

complaining and whining is annoying. people might throw some sympathy onto you but do they even care about it? we, humans, are materialistic and realistic. SUCK IT UP! move on with life. stop whining and complaining about how sucky your life is. if there happens to be obstacles ahead, think of a way to solve it. don't just stop and stare at the problem. seriously, if you can stop and stare at the problem, whining and complaining about it, CAN IT BE SOLVED? it really pisses me off sometimes why people tend to complain so much and do nothing about it. it's not that i don't allow it, it's just that, too much of it annoys me. like in a river, the water still flows the way through to the sea even though there are obstacles here and there. why can't we humans be like that? be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

decisions. have you ever make a decision before in your life? i bet everyone does. making decision is an easy thing, everyone could do it, BUT, making the RIGHT decision is hard isn't it? well, ask yourself, have you actually make the right decision in your life? life is the art of drawing without an eraser. it can't be erased. once a decision is made, it's made.

my point is, life is not about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself. so make the right decision and never regret it. there's nothing for you to regret as the decision is made by yourself, not others. complaining and whining is immature. God give us brain to think rationally, so use the brain to think if you ever have one. intellectual growth should commence at birth and cease only at death. since you are not dead and still reading my blog, start growing up intellectually.

so, live your life with no regrets because life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. all the best to everyone and good luck.

mostly all my friends from high school or college would know that i actually have a blue and yellow Nike patent leather bag. the reason why i chose the color was because i thought nobody would have it. what i can see in the streets was black and red, pink and grey. anyway, i couldn't find the color i have but this is how it looks like. just imagine it is blue instead of green. :)


so, in my college, there is this guy that has the EXACT same bag as me. same color and design. unfortunately, only me and him had the same color which is striking enough for everyone to notice. it sucks i can tell you. i'll tell you why!

INCIDENT 1
i was late for my class one day and i rushed into the elevator before the door close. such coincidence, the guy was in the elevator too, with the same bag i have. the elevator was kinda packed and i stood right in front of him. i kinda move back when i saw him in the lift because it was like 'should i go in or what?' it was SO SO awkward. you can even hear his friends giggling there.

INCIDENT 2
we already knew that we had the same bag. but, we didn't know each other. one day while i was eating in AC, he was there too. when i was about to leave after eating, one of his friends kinda say it quite loud in Chinese, 'EH. she steal your bag!' my friend heard it and laughed out loud. :S his friends were laughing too. damn.

INCIDENT 3
the Nike bag is a sling bag. so, when you put more things inside, it tends to get heavier and hurt my shoulder when i carry it. i decided to change to the ALI bag i have which is more comfortable. and so TODAY, this morning, while i was walking to college from my friend's house, he together with his friends were standing in the middle of the sidewalk in front of college. i've got no choice but to pass by them. the minute i pass by, he looked at me to see if i'm the girl that has the same bag as him. and yes, he kinda recognised me and shouted before i turned the corner to enter college in Chinese, 'EH! how come today you didn't take the same bag as me?!' -.-' lucky thing is that, i've changed my bag, if not, i don't know what kind of awkward questions he would pop.

IT IS PRETTY AWKWARD FOR ME ALRIGHT? imagine you wear a nice T-shirt that you thought nobody could have to dinner and in a sudden, you saw a guy walking in the restaurant and sat right next to you. then he tells you, 'HEY! we're wearing the same shirt!' it's OMFG. haha! it's not a big deal, but at least an update. now you know that there is a guy in my college that has the EXACT same bag as me. too bad, the guy is not hot even though he is a twin. haha! if not, i'll be stalking him each and every day in college. XD

turning in before i turned into some weird PANDA PIG species. :)

for the sake of updating, i will fill this post with pictures i have in my phone. since i got my new hand phone, C905, which has a 8.1 mega pixel camera, boyfriend and i had been using a lot to take photos. the pictures are great and the quality is darn good. i can say it's compatible to digital cameras. :) he take many random shots. the sky, my sun glasses, my gearbox, me driving, me sleeping, him, us and of course, the sexy me~ :) i'll just post up the photos to brighten up my dead blog.




i've watched 'Sell Out' the Malaysian film. that's the line that make you ROFL. i rate it 8/10. it's good, seriously, even though some of the filming skills suck. it's just that, how to say it, well...watch it then you will know. it's seriously good, not great, but GOOD. funny here and there. it's very, super duper lame. XD i enjoyed it, but Howard got pissed off watching that movie. he didn't like it coz' it's damn lame but then, he laughed even louder than i am. haha! Peter Davis, the main role in this movie, who acted as 'Eric Tan' is cute. i would be proud to recommend people to watch it. :) don't under-rated this film.


you wouldn't regret watching it. it's worth the price.

i'm back with an update on Choi Wen's surprise birthday celebration. yeap, Choi Wen. haha! she's lost somewhere but still manage to find her. so, we gave her a surprise birthday on Friday night with Kian How, Teck Loong, Yi Xia, Howard and me. it was a sudden plan. it all happened in Amazon Pool Club. :)

pictures will do the talking.

tomorrow, i'll be having pool competition in Amazon. my skills kinda ran off when i didn't play for 2 weeks because of my finals. but, i just joined for fun! :) gotta turn in now as i need to wake up early morning tomorrow to go over to JPJ to book my car plate number. if you guys didn't know, i'm getting a new car soon! it's gonna be a busy day tomorrow. night everyone!

P/S: i will change my blog skin soon when i have the time.

started my new semester today and aren't quite happy about it. well, i kinda like screwed up my past semester which cause me to retake again and got my scholarship suspended. i kinda regret for screwing up. played a lot and won't repeat the same mistake again. well, forget about it. let bygones be bygones and i promised myself if i were to get a C after my review, i will study hard! :)

on May 2, my family had Mother's Day dinner in KEC. more or less is a family gathering. cousins had fun not during the dinner, but after the dinner in Central. Central was having a promotion that night where one tower only costs RM 53.90. which means you still get back your balance if you give a RM 60. if you guys didn't know, one tower is equivalent to 9 small bottles, which is also equivalent to two buckets that costs RM 50 each bucket. do the counting if you have a brain. it is cheap and so, we started off with 2 towers. only the 5 of us are the one drinking. it all went wild when we started playing the dice. so 5 people together with dice, becomes 4 towers of beer which is 36 small bottles, which is also 8 buckets. i was drunk that night again. =.=' i was challenged by the manager, Darwin's friend, and basically i lost a few rounds in playing the dice which requires me to drink more.

i will upload the photos once i get all. mostly all of it will be up on facebook and i'll just copy and paste. :)

this post is dedicated to Sean Tan who is currently in Australia.

oh dear Sean, i was so touched that you remembered my birthday. you called all the way from Australia when i was having my dinner and you made some weird voice so that i couldn't recognise. i couldn't identify you at first but still i manage to know who you are. know why? I NEVER FORGET WHAT A GAY SOUNDS LIKE. well, that's how it is. :)

happy for your post? take it or leave it. hahahahaha! see ya in June bitch.

as i've said, it wouldn't take long for me to update my blog. :) anyway, i'll upload some photos as i've promised. enjoy!


more photos are up in facebook. the videos too are in facebook. :)



i really appreciate everyone that came. :) thanks for everything. i left out one present with no photos. it's a hamper from Famous Amos. thanks for that hamper, coz' the cookies are great!

that's bout it. i'm going for my nap now. just came back from some charity work and it's tiring. will update soon! take care everyone.